Man[smh] i've been doing my thing for a while you know? Being a nerd, music lover, a hippie...but sometimes shit get to me[as laid back and nonchalant as i seem]
lets start at the top
1. My Women problems
a.first of im kinda into a damn trap with my ex, get into arguments, make up, flirt, then back to arguments. Its like i HATE her and love her at the same time....smh...i hate this feeling more than having to take a shit and then not really doing it.lol
b.I like this girl who im pretty sure is fucking with me.lol but she is pretty fine and she has a nice personality. and im pretty sure she cares nothing about what im thinking.lol so idk..i dont really know what MY problem is but, i need to solve it.
c.i just ne to start being myself when i first meet chicks. i get nervous when i meet a girl at first at that doesn't help anything. ehh well i can get over that, like i tell my homie MD "Just go do that shit dude".lol
2.Me having writers block:
i could honestly get over it if i just focus, but half the time my focus is on a train and im in a plane ya know? well i just need to level it out and im good. i need to:write every GOOD idea down, write when im not doing anything, and listen to good lyrical music. Cuz if not im just gna be another nigga trying to just speak over a track about what the next nigga forgot to say.lol
"same thoughts brings a trail already traveled, a different thought creates a path"-Dizmay
3.Mulah BABEH
I need a job, and Early.lol like honestly i dont even care what job as long as it pays good
and i've been putting in soooo many applications since before my mom was shot it doesnt make any since why i have been called back[besides the lack of previous jobs.lol] but anyway im gravy for now. until a weekend hits and i want some clothes and wanna go the movies.lol
well sometimes like a friend told me
"sometimes you gta take the "l" to get to the "W" ya know?"
anyway im lamda outty 7000
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